Drizzy

Trying to find my peace.

You tried to drive me crazy, but you ran out of road.

I should’ve never opened up to you. I should’ve never told you any of the stuff that I did. I shouldn’t have ever been attracted to you. I shouldn’t have ever hoped for a future with you. Cause look at me now.

What is the point anymore? What is the point in throwing your life away just to make someone else’s better? What is the point of wasting money and time on someone you will never 100% know what their feelings are? I refuse to. Only person I’m making happy is myself. That’s the only person I know that can be there for me whenever I need him. So fuck that and fuck all you girls and guys who think you need someone to make you happy.

Love is arguably one of the hardest things to detect in this world and one of the hardest things to catch and or lose. There’s always those flings and those other girls or guys that you might want to fall in love with or really need to fall in love with them. But you can’t force love. You can’t force yourself to love someone. Love isn’t a choice, it’s just what happens. Love could be to some people having sex and making love, others can fall in love when you’re just sitting on the couch and watching TV. Everybody’s definition is different. But here’s mine. Love is when you find that one person who you can’t wake up in the morning and be without. Love is being able to just goof around and chill out with sometimes other then always going out to fancy dinners and buying each other fancy gifts. To the woman I love, and you know who you are, I want to thank you for everything. I didn’t realize what love was until I met you. I didn’t know how much love hurt until I almost lost you. And most of all, I don’t ever want to love anyone else again.